about me and my pregnacy

Hi my name is Autumn I'm currently 26 and have three childern with one on the way.my oldest is kateleigh and she's my only girl she was born july, 9th 2004 she's in 2nd grade and is very smart. My secound is Alexzander Exzaivyor I call him x. He was born oct.21st 2006 and he's in kindergarden and he loves it but he's behind on his learning. Those two are both from my husband I've been seperated from for four years. A douche for sure although his fiannce seems to think he's great guess cause he's supporting her four kids but doesn't even talk to his own he has supervised visits threw parent place because of the extremely poor parenting skills he showed but in four months has never even called to set up his visits. My third is izaiah he is turning one the 30th of this month and beautiful and a daredevil.and there's the new baby we were hoping for girl two of each and one of each for the two daddys but me and kate are gonna be out numbered with a third son we have decided to name him gabriel mitchell. I think its agood name.oidk if any of you has been threw a simular time but id like to describe my third oltra sound at 16 weeks. First off the reason for the oltrasound they told me I failed the downsydrome test buts ok doesn't mean he's got it but we need to do more oltrasound test. Ok I've heard this hapeniing a lot. So iw wsnt that worried plus I knew of this condition but was still a little scared lol. So I get at the high risk doc they sent me to and I meet the lady doing the exam she was sweet and she had anoughter lady assisting her. So the first thing they say is he's a boy ya know after asking if I wanted to know. Then they start measuring.they were talking to each other in medical laugange. I didn't understan but I've done this four times before I knew something wasn't right but both my other boy pregnacys had their complaications next she nsays she's got to get the doctor stay where u r he may want to look for himself which only comfirmed my thought that something wasn't right my heart was pounding at this point because this whole pregnacy I haven't been able to shake the feeling that something was wrong but I put it off as pregnat fears all women have so they leave with five minutes they were back but not with a doc instead anoughter oltrasound lady. So they start going over their measurements and was explaining they couldn't get a measurement of his head it wasn't right and then I hear too soon to call it and they start looking more I hear the eyes aren't right eight something about fumars they leave again to get the doctor I'm completely panicing now I'm alone and terrified and after what seemed like forever soon it seemed my baby was zoo animal they were all investigating and poking and proding at everything they didn't like.they return all three plus anoughter girl! No doctor and they look more they talk about his chest being to small his spin not being impressing and with his eyes too far apart not right they said his head shaped like a strwberry and one girl says its so ovous now and then turns to me like I never heard any of this and says they are just checking things that have to do with downs! I'm not a stupid girl none of this sounds like downs to me and they continue to pick at everything they see wrong with my baby I'm trying to not cry infront of these people but its uncontrolable and again they leave claiming to get the doctor but this time he does come and he looks at all the pics they took they talk of the measurements then the ladies leave and he tells me I have to talk to the geneocoligist he said he didn't want to say much cause he was afraid he'd have take things backbut did say